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gloriia

Monday, March 30, 2009



The more I look at this photo, the more I feel that ... somehow, we look really alike. HAHA!

Been feeling a little bit better these few days, probably because I'm out interacting with people. Thanks everyone, for whichever means of concerns you showed. Even a simple smile did make an impact. Of cause, I do have some expectations of the smiles I receive. Genuine smiles, thanks. ((: (I found another person who smiles really nicely! Secret.)

I think I'll just need a little bit more time for some self-reflection and strightening of thoughts. No, not that I'm not straight or whatsoever. But, more of getting things back into form. As for some self-reflection, it hit me that day when Ben Liu and Steph made each one of us share one thing about ourselve that not more than 5 person among the 8 of us knew of.

It was hard to think of something to share. I don't know if it's because I lack understanding or that I simply don't wish to share anything about myself with them.

I feel more for the former because, no.1, of the 8 people, 4 are family members, why do I need to hide much stuff from? And no.2, I admit, I'm still shaping my perceptions, thoughts, principles etc. almost every day therefore I don't really understand myself that well. I've just went through some "emotional turmoil" the past week and there're so much more that I've to think of to protect myself. I mean I do have my set of rules or principles I adhere to, but at times, when disappointment sets in, I tend to change the way I think and react. Therefore, I still don't understand what I want or what I am fully.


Off to bed and then to work, the start of another day AGAIN!
gloriia ((:

11:44 PM