i'm JOBLESS, or is it called EVENT-LESS!
MY WORLD EFFIE FESTIVIAL (AKA "GES PART II") AT SUNTEC TURNED UP TO BE A MAJOR FLOP! I RECEIVED THE MESSAGE FROM JOYCE AT BOUT 11PM SAYING THAT THEY'RE CUTTING MANPOWER, THUS THEY DON'T NEED US ANYMORE! BOO! THAT'S HOW SAD. THERE GOES MY 3 DAYS OF WORK FOR THIS 2 MONTHS HOLIDAY. SHITS! DADDY'S GOING TO ASK TO FIND A JOB AGAIN! )):
[sorry, if it's all in caps! that's how pissed off it can get. tomorrow's the event, and they called at like 11pm to cancel us out. wth! boo! angry!]
its 1 month and 2-3 days of singlehood, thankfully, i have people around me to keep me occupied, to straighten my thoughts, to answer my calls everytime i cry, (ah ban, i don't know why, but everytime i feel like crying, i'll go to you. you're the only one who've seen me cry so many many times, in school, phone, etc etc. thanks! ((:) to assure me that they'll be there whenever i need them, and people who're always so free like i am cause we're all singles and we can spend time together! THANKS, every single one of you. even those who didn't say much, i can feel that you know there's something on, and you try not to provoke me with the mentioning of his name. 谢谢! ((:
and for him, yes, i think i'll finally let go. it's hard, but since he'd moved on so quickly, much earlier than i expected, i should as well. not the same way like his, but i'll just get him out of my thoughts and that's bout it. if i didn't interpret things wrongly, he's started a new relationship on 25o2o8. that's fast, only 1 month and 2 days, but nevertheless, it's much better than holding on to 2 relationships or like ____'s ex, within 2 weeks, a new bf appeared, and worst still, it's ____'s friend. opps! ok, that's how i need to think to 安慰自己. pardon me. but still, i have my fairytale ending i wish to see, which is that he realises that she's not suitable for him, and he comes back to me at the end of the day. HAHA! WISHFUL THINKING, STOP! we can all dream right, just that things don't go the way dreams does. haha!
enough about him, back to my life, yes, i guess i had some fun today, although the morning started very bad realising his new love life. but calvin, sean and jassemine made my day. kinda. and i guess calvin owes me a ice cream treat because he bet that i'll be late but i reached jurong east at 11am SHARP! (tyco) but who cares, i still reached ON TIME!
the pool only opens at 2.30pm on mondays and none of us knew about it, thus sean and calvin had to come up my space to past time. as usual, gambled (even after cny) and i guess i won the most, although it wasn't alot ($5.50). lunch-ed, and went to meet jass at the pool. we had fun with the floats, slides, waves etc etc. and thank God we've friends like calvin and sean. they were damn gentleman can! although they already are, but what they did today added points to their "gentlemanliness"(new word created by gloriia) ah ban and kok, must jiayou! =P otherwise they take over your place to be part time. wahaha! opps! ok, maybe not sean, before his girlfriend kills us all, or me alone.
OH! not forgetting, i think i broke a record for the intake of food i consumed! guess what, i had the normal 2 piece chicken meal, changed the mashed potato to fries, adding 50cents cheese and a mug drink. that's like so scary. can anyone tell me if they've ever seen me finishing my food before? if i did, it would probably be like some small amount, but i don't know why, i finished that whole chunk of food. not only that, they ordered spicy drumlets from pizzahut and i ate 2 of that down my tummy! perhaps it sounds super common, like that's what everyone does, but seriously, i've never done that. i can't even finish eating my zinger meal, let alone the 2 chickens. i've been like ordering 3 piece chicken with him last time and he'll have his normal 2 pieces and i eat 1. my goodness! guess the swimming made my appetite grew so much bigger! and it's still keeping me full till now. that's good too. cause i do get hungry at night, at times.
caught the movie "Death Note Spin Off - L Change The World" after everything, and i would say that i enjoyed the show thus i didn't sleep at all. but i tear towards the end of the show. if it's really for the show, probably i guess not, but it's more of the holding on to not crying for super long and now that the show's getting abit sad, everything just rolled down.
opps! i think i've typed way to many stuffs here. pardon me, it's been long since i last posted. i didn't even type those drafts like i used too. (since no one's reading them now) so, i guess i shall stop. and end with 4 short notes/points,
1. since i won't be working this week, please ask me out, or entertain me. thank you! ((:
2. all the best to man city, to win tonight, so that we can all get another treat from calvin as he said that if they win, he'll treat us dinner!
3. i'll get back to blogging and actually, posting the posts, i hope.
4. ok, i need to dedicate a small part of this post to mr kok chye, to tell everyone about how smart he is, and how sweet i am! haha. kok, enough? =P free publicity.
DONE! nights! ((:
much much loves.
don't treat me so well, in turn, i'll get scared of your actions.
