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gloriia

Friday, May 04, 2007
that's so random!
i so not like my facilitator for today. she think's she's damn cute and funny but sorry, no, you're so monotonous. even if what you said was really funny, your tone made it sound so dead and boring! CLASS IS BORING WITH SUCH A FACILITATOR!

and i'm so glad i slept at 9++pm last night! finally i slept properly. although i woke up afew times in the middle of the night maybe due to the fact that i'm not used to be sleeping at a such weird timing and the brains+body aren't functioning accordingly. I FEEL SO JU! [javier would so be agreeing to this statement] it's like 9+ to 6.40. eeeks! but at least i felt better today. yesterday was really BAD! i actually slept in class, during second meeting. first time since i-don't-know how long ago. but i'm still yawning and can still sleep again if i have the chance too! haha. so JU! ((:


always having to consider if we should tell you how we're feeling, our thoughts, our emotions etc... because it's going affect your mood, make you sad, etc... but if we don't tell you, would you ever know, let even understand? <-- that's what zeraynne and i felt about girls not understanding guys and them not understanding us. because when we don't say, they don't know. they don't have the "6th sense" or feelings we always have.

i love you! hope you really had fun on your birthday. and i love sleeping beside you. i get to see you before i sleep. and you're the first thing i see when open those tired eyes of mine. PLUS a kiss! that's so damn WONDERFUL! life's great like this and it simply brightens up my day! ((:

back to reality... honestly, i don't know what i'm feeling. i'm very very very confused! i don't know if i should be feeling that way. am i even right to feel that? is everything going to end soon? i feel inferior. i feel like crying. very very feel like crying. it's weird. it's not pms. but why am i feeling so bad? and the emo songs they're playing in class aren't helping much, but instead making me feel more like crying! can i just cry? i'm not trying to cry so i can get you to pity me or whatever. i don't need you to care. i just want to cry! because it's really hurting. very. crying isn't the solution. but i guess that's all i can do and the tears come so naturally. N I FEEL LIKE I'M A TOY TO YOU! )): I'M VERY SAD! and perhaps disappointed at times. CRYING!~
gloriia ((:

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