Sunday, February 18, 2007
happy lunar new year! ((:
how fun can CNY get this year.
1. reunion dinner isn't a reunion dinner. it's so like my dinner once a week at porpor's house. just that there's better food. quite pathetic this time round. because for the past 16 years, it's always the 13 of us going to some restaurant for our reunion dinner. but since one family isn't around, reunion dinner was on friday instead and saturday's dinner was just a normal dinner. kinda sad. i want the family gathering, the time spent together as one.
2. lost very badly in pool. i guess it's the worst of all the loses.
3. daddy was being unreasonable again. almost quarreled.
4. something happened between him and me. somehow, after that, maybe because i wasn't feeling that good already, i did something stupid to notti boy. said dumb stuffs everything. things that made us both unable to sleep. sorry.
5. had a very bad dream bout him then. woke up in the middle of the night almost about to tear.
6. vomited in the morning. not pregnant for goodness sake.
7. your friend's in great shits with her family and you don't know what you can do to help her.
8. people's horrible singing in church. totally spoils that every CNY mood.
9. uncle saying that i look very pale. i guess no one ever said that before.
10. cousin stepping on your slippers/sandals from the back and the sole came off.
11. totally no urge to gamble although it will result in a very big win.
12. daddy trying to say that RP's a super lousy school. it's a school for people who can't get into other schools and decide to study in RP.
13. ang bao money's getting lesser and lesser every year. guess i've gotten use to that already. it used to be at least $600 in a day, maybe when i was still below 10. but still. i thank God for the amount i have. he'd always given me enough, never insufficient, never do i need to worry that much about the money i have. thanks!
consider myself rich because at least i have money in my wallet, even if it were only 10cents.
consider myself rich because at least i'm able to eat out that 1 meal.
there are so many people out there that aren't as fortunate as we are. they don't even have pocket money. don't look far. just look within singapore. why's there a need for the pocket money fund if there aren't people in need for it.
i really cannot take it anymore.
i so hate COPYCATs. and that's you!
you're copying our everything!
GET A LIFE. your OWN life!
fark off!
你会保护我吗?
i want to be 最幸福的人 ((:
iMISSyou. tuesday? saturday? )):
