Monday, November 27, 2006
[my whole post has no link to anything. all the randomness.]
many things happened this few days, nights, whatsoever.
it's been a week. and none of the worries or thoughts had ever been gone.
i can't explain, neither can i do anything about it.
on a lighter note, met and chat with people, whom i kinda lost some contact with, this few days.
first was melvin
saw him on the plattform of jurong east mrt station on friday. but we didn't talk at all. maybe because i don't know what should i be saying to him. all those things i did to him, and everything he ever said to me, i just don't know how to talk to him ever again. i don't even dare look into his eyes.
anyway, next, it's cecilia !!
if i hadn't missed my 160 bus home from NS, i wouldn't have taken 960 to bukit panjang.
if i hadn't missed my 180 bus home from bukit panjang, i wouldn't have taken 177 to bukit batok.
if i hadn't missed my 66 bus home from bukit batok, i wouldn't have taken 157 home and meet my dearest cecilia on the 157 bus!
it's all so coincidental. the no. of buses i missed the whole 1 hour i guess and the coincidence to met my girl. MISS her loads. although we alighted at the same stop, but we talked that very little bit cause she was with alvin and mei mei was waiting for me at the hawker centre.
and now, currently, talking to kwan lok. i was super shocked when he messaged me online just now. really. totally stunned. but it was a nice catch up done, its been really ages since we last talked. it was at least a year.
anyway, daniel said this to me just now, while chatting, "no wonder you're not familiar with us than the bedok one". although he insisted that he was joking, but somehow, what he said made sense. i seem so anti-social them at times. like the sunday afternoons and not being able to go for the worship team retreat and the kelong fishing trip. it's gonna be so much fun. but unfortunately, i just can't go. there's just something to stop me from having that chance to bridge the gap between us.
guys just take so long to realise how important someone is important to him. only when they're lost that someone. then would they realise that someone's importance.
i really do hope i can understand.
ni shi wo zhui .....
