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gloriia

Monday, June 12, 2006


woo. just came back from the hospital. was there since like 7 this morning. gong gong's operation was supposed to be at 8 plus 9 but because of the sudden a&e cases, he had to only have his operation at like 245. that's super late because he didn't had any food or drinks since 12 midnight yesterday. so poor thing to keep hearing him say "wow. their food smells nice" and "i'm really very hungry". his operation was about 3 hours. but the time he spent resting inside the theater was 2.5 hours when it's only supposed to be between 30 mins to an hour. it was all due to his high blood pressure. hai.

i thought i was able to overcome my fear of the hospital but i'm super WRONG. i really cannot. i'm feeling that un-explainable feeling inside me. i really HATE it. i've never gone to a hospital for more than 30 mins before. i really really really hate hospitals. just once i get down the car, even when i'm in the carpark, my goosebumps will just auntomatically appear all over my body. hai. this sucks. i will have to make myself super duper tired that i will just fall asleep once i lie on my bed and also having to just sleep throughout the whole night so that i cant let anything get into my brains to make me thinking of stuffs again. i seldom have peaceful nights once i've stepped into the hospital that same day. i really cannot help it !!

god. thank you for your hands upon gong gong throughout the whole operation. and please let me really have a good night sleep tonight, because from wed to sun, i won't be able to do so.

save me !!
gloriia ((:

10:44 PM