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gloriia

Sunday, March 12, 2006


been having high fever since tuesday. only got better yesterday. i've wanted to blog earlier on, but, no time. sleeping like a pig this few days cause of the medicines i'm currently taking. the effect's very very fast. everyday's practically - wake up, breakfast, medicine, sleep, 4 hrs later, eat porridge, medicine, sleep, 4 hrs later, eat porridge, medicine, sleep and it goes on. no matter at which point in time, i can still sleep. even though after i take my bathe, i can still sleep like nobody's business. really amazing.

missed work for 4 days. missed the outing trip with the kids, the one i'm really looking forward to. will never get a change again. i mean this few years. cause all their outing timings will be set during the schooling times. and i'm starting mine soon.

had the second youth service last sunday. had a very very strong feeling deep within me. kinda sad too. I MISS FAIRFIELD'S CHAPEL !!!!! ok. maybe not the sermon part, but really the worship.

loved it when i first entered fairfeild. but because of the environment. it started to change. the thinking of going chapel is just 'you have to go because it's like a subject or a lesson that you have to attend every week'. it wasn't for worshiping. maybe it's because the people are too sick of it. cause they had it since they were in fairfield pri already.

during last sunday's youth service. while they were practising, they sang this one english song. 'just let me say how much i love you' it was this song that ben asked me 'dont you feel very fairfield chapel now?' i was actually having that feeling too. it feels so good to have that feeling come back. it's just like the holy spirit working inside you producing something special in your heart. warmth and everything.

den last night, at aunty rita son's wedding dinner. they had the praise and worship time too. it again brings the feeling back. can't really explain what i'm feeling. but there's just something very sweet within. and i really like this word ' Adoration '. beautiful.

you laid aside your majesty
gave up everything for me
suffered at the hands of those you had created
you took all my guilt and shame
when you died and rose again
now today you reign in heaven and earth exalted

i really wanna worship u my Lord
you have won my heart and i am yours
forever and ever i will love u
you are the only one who died for me
gave your life to set me free
so i lift my voice to you in adoration
gloriia ((:

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