Thursday, January 05, 2006
daddy went back to bedok yesterday. how i wished i could be there too. miss all the aunty's alot. other than the youths. the next group of people i'll miss is them. they're just great people. so sweet whenever they smile. and that smile of them will always be real. no hidden meaning or whatsoever behind it. it just simply melts my heart seeing that every innocent smile of theirs. but that day. 31st dec. thought i could see all their last smiles. but many of them didn't turn up because they were all afraid of crying when they bid goodbye. even on sunday. dorcus popo cried when she was taking the holy cummunion. she said that she've been recieving it from daddy all these 17 years. and suddenly. its from another guy. ohya. daddy was giving the bing instead of the jiu on sunday. very weird. don't really understand why. haiz. also at redeemer. cant really stand the old people. talking so loudly and so cold towards the others. unlike in bedok. whereby i know every single aunty or uncle there. talked to pastor lee's wife yesterday and she told me that at bedok. she felt very warm there. the church looks like a xiang xia jiao hui. cause of the dialect we're speaking. because of the closeness of people and the heart of serving together. and i just love that. [thought about the cambodian church at that time too. it's really very pleasnt being in that church to serve even though it's only for a short period of time. maybe a week the most.] then, i told her that i don't really like redeemer and she said if she's me. she might not like too. cause we've been in this warm church for so long. and now it's going into a 'cold' church. the people never get to interact with one another from a different group. and she agreeed too. wahaha. bedok rocks man.
got to hear another news from my dad about that few people from redeemer who came over to bedok on sunday. it's all pastor lee's work. he called them over. i'm like. omg. you're a pastor. serving God. whereever you are. ain't you supposed to serve for the same reason. if so. why bring your people over? you're serving the Lord. not them. like what bishop said that day. if a pastor leaves. and everyone either follows him or leaves. the pastor is very shi bai. you become the God in their hearts and not really God the Father. it's ok to be very sad. we are all humans. and have feelings. but it need not have to go to the extreme to ask people to this new chruch with YOU !!! omg !!!!! ps lee's damn retarded. [sorry to say this]
