Tuesday, November 22, 2005
im running short of money in like 5 days since the last paper ended. omg. have been out everyday. watched 3 shows in 3 days. watched the exorcism of emily rose on sat. dragon squad on sun. which both cost me 9.50 each. almost 10 bucks. luckily we went to cheryl's house on monday to watch american pie aka band camp. bridge. badminton and table tennis. today. lau's house to bridge and table tennis. super no life. its getting boring. i dont really feel very happy after the paper ended. its like every other day. no difference. cause we still play bridge after every paper. so its like nothing at all. just a normal day again. i cant even sleep for a longer period of time.
for the past 3 weeks. waking up at bout 6 to go school. sat. woke up at 9 to go out. sun. need to go church. woke up at 7. mon. woke up at 830. this morning. abit better 1045. tomorrow. 7. need to go to school then there's a bbq at marc's house. thurs. squash chalet. maybe wake up at 8. then friday. going out with my cousins. waking up at 830. sucks nam. i want to sleep till 4 or 5. will confirm fall sick someday with so little sleep.
although the exams are over. there's still so so so many problems and things bothering me. cant they all leave. just regret not solving them earlier before the o's. and now i will be so carefree. keep lying to myself that after the o's everything will be ok. and can be solved easily. its just a total bad lie. not only this. there's still things which i just cant stop thinking bout. which makes me damn sick. haiz. nevermind. slowly. i'll try to take my time. dont force me.
