Tuesday, October 25, 2005
woo. chem prac today was quite successful. really thank GOD. and im serious. was praying very very hard the whole morning and last night that the paper wouldn't be like how the bio prac was. ya. theirs was super difficult. really thank GOD. it kinda motivates me more to study chem more. to score my A. the prac is about the same as june 1999 one. expect ours is one step easier than theirs. for the QA.
VA was quite ok. nothing much cropped up. except that the acid splurt out and burnt my hand making me damn scared of testing the gas after that. couldn't figure out the hygrogen gas. too afraid. first time a hot acid is splurting out. ya. for the first test with ammonia.
QA's abit weird. daniel ng and i got alumnium while mrs ang cecilia and daniel seow got zinc. weirds. think the liquid from our side is contaminated while theirs is alright. went to ask timothy and he said that his teacher said that its aluminium while his is zinc. ok. i dont know what going on in this experiment. but who cares now since its over. needa start caring for physics prac. she said she gave some hints before. but i seldom listen in her class. totally screwed.
oh ya. great grandma's in hospital again. i really dont wish for that to happen. she's the only one now that brings us, distant cousins, together during chinese new year and when we're celebrating her birthday. great grandpa died bout 3 years ago when he's 97. but before that 1st great grandma died maybe 5 years before him. im still quite young and didnt know much bout it. but really felt sad when great grandpa died. was quite close to him and its really saddening. now. 2nd great grandma's condition isn't very stable and the doctors are telling us to have xin li zun bei. kinda scary actually. if she's going. think the bonds between all of us would weaken alot. my mum's cousins. and my distant cousins. haa. sounds far.
but. now. all i can do is to visit her more often in the hospital even though its my hatest place. will get goosebumps once i step out of the car and cant sleep in the night. but. i'll just have to do it and pray hard for her health too. saddening. will be visiting her tomorrow. dont wannt to regret not going to see her. she looks damn weak when i saw her on sunday. haiz. regretted not going to visit her when she's abit healthier and at home. cause of staying in school to bridge and going out. ya. so have to better change my attitude and visit her and be a good great grand daughter. yea.
