Thursday, October 27, 2005
physics prac sucks. its easy to some people. but not me. think i really cant do physics. haiz. nevermind. still gonna work hard for paper 1 and 2. will not neglect the people who have been encouraging me to not drop physics. ya. but just needa say that i cant get a1 anymore. no matter how good my theory is. my prac is pulled me down badly. so dont have any high expectations for my physics.
went to see great grandma in the hospital yesterday. it;s really painful to see her on the bed. it seems like she's just waiting for hell to come and take her in. her cancer spread to her whole body. and she's super duper skinny now. left with skin and the bones only. and she's like having some symptoms of dying. like talking weird stuff to my great grand aunts. doctors and the nurses. she woke up in the night and keep saying that she wants to go home. then in the morning. she told my aunt that the doctors and nurses brought her to some temple and left her alone. likes kinda dots. diaos. ya. she also said that there's rice and porridge at home and no one is going to eat them. so better throw away. weirds.
the worst thing is that she asked my grand aunt to pick up her clothes which is lying on the floor. she seems to be seeing things. but when my grand aunt asked her where she was. she knew she's in the hospital. eee. weirdsssss. ya. but i really pity her. the doctors kept taking blood from her when she's not even eating. where can the blood come from sia. haiz. but she's really lucky and blessed to live to such a old age. and having people like us to care for her. unlike those in the old folks home. and some old people who dont have any relatives to come visit them at all. but overall. she's just blessed and im happy for that. she even knows when i come visit her. isnt it wonderful? wahahas.
