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gloriia

Monday, August 22, 2005


im seriously screwed again..went jec today and we never studied a single thing today..was playing bridge for practically 4 hours..if i were to use that time wisely and study..maybe for tomorrow's chem test..i wont be failing so badly..and some people wont be suan-ing me for failing anymore..but..forget it..i think he kinda felt that i started to dislike him..i just felt it..it might not be true yet..but think so..who cares anyway..


she's gone..and he's back..she came back in july..afew days after my burfday..and now..she's gone..i kinda miss her..yesterday was the farewell dinner..and after that..she took my dad's car back and on the way..we started crapping again..like what we used to do..and just all the memorises start coming back..she left at 5am this morning..kinda saddening..i dont know when will she be back again..she's all the way in sandiego..around califonia or canada..so far away..maybe we wont get to see her so soon again..but..just miss her..during the farewell..we..all the cousins were there and after dinner..we went to the playground to play..coz its ad one of the condos..finally..our younger days have come back..we used to play together..sing..make fun of one another and do all sorts of things together once there is a gathering..but as we all start having our own lives..walking in our own way..we got distant..werent that close and sometimes cant even be bothered to talk to one another..but after yesterday..the cousin-hood came back..


he's back..i really dont know how to react to this situation..am i supposed to feel happy that he's back or feel bad about it..he left without a word..and now he's suddenly back..once i saw him..i really dont know what to say to him..he starred at me for so long..but nothing just came out of my mouth..it felt weird..i dont know why..maybe its because its been so long since we've last seen each other..we weren't as close as what we were last time crapping..having fun..and lots..we're more like stangers than friends now..it's just weird..
gloriia ((:

10:33 PM